CETVIES MANON XI
On official
document whose purpose is to ensure justice or equality in dignity (the one
that you receive and give)…
On the opacity
and smooth flux, covering egos and narrate impossibility.
The vagueness,
naissante of a class, mondial, supranational, of …?
Jetty, pier, and
romanticism.
Romanticity and
publicity. See documents modern.
I understand why
you’ ve got some interest in psycho. I have been reading the document on the
setting up of the optional protocol for the UN and all, and the techniques adopted are so openly, analytically
empathic with the humour and mood of the invited members, everything to avoid a
crease.
On what has ever
unfolded and para-political flirtation.
Is it clear or is
the case arguable that without external adversary elements, uncertainty about
the nature and scopes of the debates, the assignment to their compulsorily and
designated function, the rules of democracy-diplomacy that forces into an
attitude of adoption or prise-en-compte, the protagonist could have preferred
or at least favorized the ‘leaving the room’ option?
If possible, what
and where would have been the best premises for ‘table of negotiations’ towards
immediate and full realization of progressive abled capacities when these ones
are treated as primary concern and aim at fulfilment?
Interim
procedure: do not take measure ill revised this paper.
Everyone talks
talk to me today.
As to every noise
the
And only fact to
which am a prey, am au près.
Is that I won’t
see you again after that.
I only saw you,
never more than, even not a solely touch.
Nor the
perspective to enter your day.
Now it is
finished, you ll go to other streams and lines reading.
And of this lapse
in tie, of this lime of time, of this space in the constraint of traffick of
parcels , realizable, honestly projectable, realist, rational.
The idea of you
has to follow for it will accompany.
My believe in the
shun of what you were to bring back
While reanimating
my fervour and candour
The being happy
due to converse view on and universal spendour.
You were the
travel, that remind of duties
The complicity of
souls that have to seek a find (fine) rest from torments.
Back to the waves
and storms that make our children the people
That dies from
the tempest of humans battling the void and crunching system
You are gone, and
the rest of this story,
Will restate well
that you disappearing
Still might bring
to me, the want for doing the same.
In taking the
arms, don’t worry, i could not just vanish for naught, it would be the betray
of a
Fairy’s light
trial.
To the beauty
that animate life in the sense you ll stop having destroyed.
Or nullify.
At a homophobe.
Would you like a
cage, because this guy could be the only one to bring you the peanuts.
And you ‘d cry
your mother to your diarrhoea and for a stopper.
But reminder: I
was talking of oil.
In fact i am even
up to check my email, just to read your being fed up, at when i think after
doing it, it’d be the only available answer.
It is gonna be
hot, the next few periods, any idea about territorial effects on a surrounded
and casted out body? I ll have to do my prayers, it is a god job that it might
bear as a name a spiritual concept
around poetic, romantic, absolute idea; ok for the ideas, but for the state?
A slaughter on
your castel border.
You are entitled
to ask for seeing it, it still can speak.
And take order.
No? Regency. Not
for year ? funny?
Bon ok alors what
to do with the soldier perverted, by the course of justice, and law due to the
life’s fervor, elan, spirit and avidity?
Middle East organ
transplants
Trade on organs,
and the west let them, awaiting nosily, some kind of completion?
Trodden. Should
have, but no. for people to be massacre, there we can find, expect some kind of
cohesion.
Lady.
Have you notice
the play on sound with laid-ease.
Mind there are
still hatches.
Aches.
The lad, y(why)
as a lesbian too, shall i have to ins-hist.
Hoist, and other enhancement.
To have in mind
the person who you love.
The
photosynthesis that will permit the mind to call in case on all types of
problematic that this person may be covering.
The way she would
give me a child of mine without insemination spermatozoidal.
The way my child
recognised and connect.
Connection is
still available through fear and recollection.
But this one
where you name the one who you know would breath out the casualty.
Nothing directly
relevant with yesterday’s comments but from the moment i realized that pour my
heart to my bestfriend, ok buddy, about my bygone (beg one) days of love, would
not be a catch for otherwise than me staying alone for years on end, waiting
for the coming back of someone whose want was in my being far despite what I
dreamt, or suppose to be true, but not so.
Those days
instead of going out of her, the only fucking time where i met nice girls, i
was working in immense spaces, and we were promiscuous at 20, i manage spending
hours speaking of the loss that could not be repaired (mind one was in for the
service, the other to cuckoofy one more).
And after that, just that, when i understood
that it was becoming a pathology, the only thing, this remembrance-besides the
idea of going and work in Africa to send her letter from there, just to say,
you uttered it, voice fait- that had an effect on me, i was working only
thinking of that and when not working spending my time smoking sheet, with me
dog and mates, drinking on top occasionally. Without a diploma, i run out of
the familial home, i was so rubbish at school, than in 5 years in german klass
the only work i retained is gefallen, da? Gay fallen déjà.
The all lot was
like that but the French and some humanities and social sciences, and eco and
socio of course she was at her first year of teaching when she saved that would
have probably be finished by myself, a raison d etre, un castel, a princess, a
dragon, a quest quo-it.
A good point in life i learn that there is a sole
luxury that holds and be worth of them all, that is beyond dropping for a
better conception, someone with intended love to share the place you living in.
La princess quoi
pardon.
She was from the
heart of the emptiest countryside in france and had been brought in the
territoire d outré mer, taihity, la reunion, elle m avait apporte cette fraiche
odeur de liberte et depuis l ors je mettais dis si on ne peut etre ensemble un
jour saint j apprendrais qu elle est heureuse- comme ma maman qui se dit et tue
a me repeater-malgre toute cette merde a ses alentours que je suis la mieux
place pour comprendre, mais vous savez les meres meme s il on sait tout
d’elles, leur mots, leur phrases, leur attitudes, regulieres, not flinching
maybe sometimes the odd millimetres to maintain your head in the reality, just
to confirm, no, no don’t jump from a bridge there is this daily pain you saw
even if i deny it while i have to protect my face chiding away and go.
I never
understood how someone could endure physical or mental violences, never.
Till i ask myself
the dum question. If only she did not dump me, if she had stayed, would have i
taken from this person, from this entity i adore, a dire, some ‘painful
moments’, and blame me, but my answer after 32 years of certitude of this
people are just weak bonkers, went the other way, i would of course, i d have
taken every blow she would have played.
My experiences is
very limited (they don’t stand me more than an evening and me socialization
bores me to the recurrent image coming into my brain of my appending coffin,
then in the middle of brunch is not easy, and it is why once i met someone, a
pro, in a church, i was working. It took me days to fully realized that no
other way round she was here to be paid, me and my finesse, only find it out
when she started going to customers and coming back to mine, but i mean as
discreet as in tomorrow i’ll attach a
red light.
Eh bien i still
respect her so much for that, because she was special, whimsy, capricious,
hysteric, violent but respectable, only me that was only happy for not having
to do something else than keep reading, the books not the sous entendre, it is
why she was respectable, eh bien since her i know one thing is that this deals,
even if i used to think that, normal, i care a little for the adult baby, never
again i’d accept even one uptieme of the
penny or nature of this category, even from the what i have been thinking for
ages could have been the one, never i would let anybody steal taking for
pretense take care and likeness story. You see thank you to the puta. A lesson
like that, no one had succeeded.
Manage to give me
boundaries on my way and give way up to the dearest of my wishes- in front of
this finding they would move on toward the needy, anyhow, love is this, fight
and give that has, should, ought to be-even if only to think about your goddess
will enable you to give the strength to the other wounded you might shelter
when the weather spares yourself from rough unstay.
Since her i d
always knew( or not-from the habits of more or less reliable forecastings) that
i d be with a black man. A man it is when like for years i am convinced that no
one will come after her, and that i will have to associate myself with a son
perhaps, or the alike. Or a man could say that like i thing logical my wife
would be as diverse and all that one,thus, may say. Black, well the skin, or
the darkness, or the blood that in the vessels slay.
You know there
are so many people who have an accident or even hurt themselves one day, badly
enough for their fluid to show that innerly it never passed completely away.
You know. Even
sometimes i think that one might have caused damage enough for being surprised
to be there the day after, and one time the torpor that maybe it is a
postponement a simple overdue protraction of existence, and at that times where
and who is my con-science?
At the beginning
i just wanting to say, it has been so many years that i tried to bar myself to
reveal anything i do, and did, anything personal, the only part of my life
personal i wanted to build after a while without Africa, my being a carer, my
grotesque, enforced, unreasoned, tortured –but finally i learnt a little
academic ways ok- consequential resuming of study from A. From i breathe it was
animal rights and after human rights but i wanted to be a champ of going to
place stricken by misery and give back to these person a ground where you can
grow where you can pray, play, think and embrace, (embrasse in Franc), the
sheer simplicity of making love to a soil and its respect. I did not know
people could love poverty for others’ derision.
I have been
spending year, hiding my activity, because my writing is enough for me to
display and dissect. Also when i need to raise awareness issue about what
happen to me, i won’t use the ‘i’ i’ll
tell the story like if it had happened to someone i heard of.
I work in health
and care and i heard of so many stories. Not mostly the ones that people have
told me but the ones that are in the files to which i had access. And in all
history, and in all family more than problems, dysfunctionment, sadnesses, but
complete tragedy.
It is why today i
started giving up more info that i am used to. Not comfy, not on this page,
just like that to someone i work with or i share the room with, not because i
felt like doing it, but just because a little voice incited me and that i say
o.k let’s see, she was whispering, do it, open your stone. I opened it, and i
reckoned why, because now i am writing to you these facts that are of no
interests. Should i stay totally quiet if one day i ever enter a share relation
in all promiscuity?
For you it is
done, and the little voice that asks me to open it, will be reassure that if
want to pronounce from now one it’d be to one that would feel or else keep it
as she d me.
My mission won’t
be never near being a success anyway. I spend my time reading, writing, never
able to reread again, under the water each time one tries to do something a
little properly and ensure its continuity. I ll die unfinished and nonetheless
crying upon the wide open scar bladed torn that will leave my final sentiment
being there enough to still tremble for the women that succour horrendous
nihility, still there till the last moment when my body will take the movement
of shaking its last memories of it, and knowledge that without life would have
been a destroyed devil despair. My body revealing, confirming for the last tie
to my conscience that it rather shackle from its wounds while it is only
thinking to the reasons of its combat.
The day i
caressed her and the moment 3 months after she told me she was pregnant after
being unfertilized for years. The baby who i hardy saw, but to which for these
scores of decades and i guess more so, i felt being its da.
Feeling so sorry.
Who is gonna pray
for our souls.
On a last note,
with encouragement.
sounds even more
posted, mature.
Ok i ll try them thanks.
They are simple essays at
poetry though, surely linked with well-being in some legisl-ligature.
I was giving, submitting to
you my extra work, that is right but why would the ‘not endowed with all her
faculties’ would be lurking for that?
By the way, I could have
argued that was not private matters, but just an art snapshot. With the
potential of become private, the day you would have queried, but should I have
looked for your immediate involvement that I would not have so begun.
Enfin ok, tout
est bien qui finira, bien.
Relations most of
the time is with love and excitation but we said yes with the potential to nick
on or the other life, so no.
And without love
then the excitation is to the fresh meat, that you realize that is not fresh
after all, ideal to vomiting as token.
Merci mon dieu
que de joie ici.
You know why i
was corresponding every day to such a degree, is that every word i d put
somewhere for reporting to you it’d like to be.
Id
By Webster's
Revised Unabridged Dictionary, published 1913 by C. & G. Merriam Co.
(sǒk)
n. 1. (O.
Eng. Law) The lord's power or privilege of holding a court in a district, as in
manor or lordship; jurisdiction of causes, and the limits of that jurisdiction.
2. An
exclusive privilege formerly claimed by millers of grinding all the corn used
within the manor or township which the mill stands.
Soc and sac
(O. Eng. Law) the
full right of administering justice in a manor or lordship.
Webster's Revised
Unabridged Dictionary, published 1913 by C. & G. Merriam Co.
In reference to
what you say about origins of the word ‘soc-iety’.
yet Yeti.
You don’t have
the rights to be gay.
Apartheid: no
surprise they are killing each other.
That would frustrate me is
that uni is a big resources opportunity, and you have to make the most of
it while in it because after they close their doors to the outside. But then
you have to build up your now library i suppose.
are you english?
there is no best evenings that
the ones that will enable you to understand better tomorrow and adequately
participate in.
It was not a
problem calling it the lord.
As speaking to my
wife, daughter or mother, the same orison.
My cat strokes me
with his tail.
It is not a waste of time
though to study the un, as the emblem of the wholesale political, civil and
diplomatic agonizing vomiting pattern.
Patron.
About pictures of
previously raped and found naked body.
I think that the
pictures, and i understand you use it as evidence, but i think that the photos
of naked bodies would be ok if you show them no more than 4 seconds after
claiming for the attention of the all audience, just in order us to understand,
more time on it is in my opinion is pornographic, we, we, we, we, we, we, are
despicable for those sinthu, we are.
To stay critical
facing oppressors to one’s people but oppressive people within one’s battalion.
We know that
rigidity might be the sole instrument to survival but.
Is it worth
living in abandoning one’ s dignity.
And is the aim of
the rising to be the next abusers?
maybe, and i
think that also for you to remain critical to the whole process, maybe you
could study a little bit in a comparative point of view. studying Sri Lanka or Sri
Lanka dependency to other powers, in relation to Tamil condition. But i do
think that one need as well documented info on the rest of the system in
relation to the Tamil majority region.
With all my hear in
being with you and with any discriminatorily oppressed people
Consider the environment.
Please don't print this e-mail unless you really need to.
There is all these funny
policies of switching off the light, that of course one has to follow, only to
be able to respect oneself.
But what are these promotions
for policies that urge you to switch your veil while others , big others, are
allowed and in front of the all public to let hundreds of bulb at night or
eating energy uselessly, or one of those taps that vomit 2-3 liters of water
each time you want to dip your hand, the amount of what is enough for a daily
corporal wash when you don’t need the shower needed just when you are really
dirty, I mean when you need to wash not to get rid of your natural protective
oil and perspiration.
But who cares? Don’t appear
like a shiny, the emblem of whose don’t respect the longevity of clothes or any
other objects, and you ll be despised like are the others’ people lacking the
basic substantial.
These monkeys are
at once the ugliest
And most
beautiful creatures on the planet.
They think they are
superior because of using superlative
The monkeys don't
want to be monkeys.
They want to be
something else.
But they're not.
Am a vegetarian,
because i d say if i kill animals then i d kill a human beings.
It is why i eat
vegetables, they are from the other reign.
Also it is why i
think that i am restrained in talking with a tree, because i know i eat their
sistery.
At the end of my
life, at last, i would authorize myself doing it, doing it meaning here really,
purely, as now i am too afraid of my profanity.
I would die happy
to stop the fact that i have to attack their souls, we die soon, the
consequences of our decadence and decay facing our
Ta as thank, at
for this.
Ta at.
At ta k.
Living for the
potential partner, or improved version.
But fortunately,
happily there are the mates, the others,
Or if not one
would hang up.
Par li amant.
In frech, for bed
lover.
For bid
Lit = lie,
reading
People that ask jesus for
help.
Just ‘ve forgotten that it
provided it already.
So on us, is the what is next.
Sports are also
sexually based, cos don’t say that men can beat women because they could
generally kill them in a ring.
As true capacity
building on survival and life-proof and knowledge on killing are nor in ring
nor in a field.
On martial arts.
History of
abuses.
The other saying
that you don’t reckon the cultural differences and the latter losing their
minds in seeking about that so called mystery.
Loosing the plot
when afraid of quitting someone.
Thesus, and Adriane.
Adriane,
Adrienne.
I can recognize
them as my child as they know that when I start being angry; they can go on
being safe and settle.
In German, the name Edward
means- Strong as a boar..
Or in English wealthy
guardian.
Edward for me in English sounds
like head wards.
To do an essay
like before when we could not paste and cut, do it from the first time.
Meaning that you
have to work at your plan, and revise it each time a paragraph is completed in
writing.
a.e advice essay. Assay, assez. Asseillez void
donc, s’il vous plait.
10 days ago,
there has been a rather serious row at the public library in the central
library of walthamstow near the market place.
After these
people throwing violently a chair and punching one man in the face up to make
him bleed, i try and report it directly to the library staff.
after a good few
minutes, i found amazing that no one came to take any comment and witness
details on it.
there were at
least 5 people who were on the side with the possibility of seeing what
happened and whereas the all library could have heard the noise of this row,
whereas someone was bleeding, whereas my calling for help and assistance, no
one came to take more detail on that.
I will tell you
know what is shocking, is that despite the cctv camera, despite the eyes
witness- the library responsible said that he had not taken the witness details
because you would treat that as insignificant- i though he was kidding me, but
in fact it is the whole stuff that is not given a damn about, despite my
callling the police to report that, it has been more than one week now, and no
policeman has ever called me.
what do you
suggest?
We like that
nicking children, don’t we?
Driving the cars,
water trigger, polluting everything with chemicals, letting the lights go on
everywhere and without any fines. The lists of the poison we are delivering to
the next generations, let’s not start to cry.
We like that
nicking a child.
I think it is normal that u.k
is not equipped, equipment are extremely expensive and extremely cumbersome for
a country where the snow is a one week holiday per year.
if you ask me i d think that
the cars should not be running but that for the rest of the year.
Allende.
All end, he.
The longer term problem is
that cars are, one of the among, at the origins of this ice melting south,
and maybe the why the wind might be so icy. i don't know but if before you
would have to bless, water, sun, wind, snow altogether, now what is gonna be
the matter?
I was just kidding, but at the
same time we never know, it could be like that, and i would not respect
you less for it.
On discrimination ground fear.
yes, view the degree of
unemployment no surprise, people want to move now.
the people from the east i
work with, are support worker employee with psychology, social worker or
psychotherapy degree...
Divorcing from a cheating
wife? A night mare with an end.
On quitting, or
not even attempting.
But unless you feel nothing or
less for the person, i think that one always can build something as
long as it feels right.
then after it is the degree of
how much you can commit, through affinities, needs, wants, obligations...that
will tell you don't go or the opposite better not insisting or developing.
What i d b afraid of in a
relationship is ending doing stuff i don't like doing just in order to
keep the relation going.
On commitment and
saying no one, even one’s close buddy, to achieve one’s goal.
-“I know that my aim will take
a lot of my free time thus it will be hard to develop any relationship...you
have friends but you don't feel guilty of not seeing them often and they
understand...whereas if you are in relationship or just developing one, it
takes a lot of time, it's like nurturing for a flower...you want it grow, you
need to take care of it. But i am sure with the right partner it will be just
fine! it always takes two not one person to make it!”
-yes take tow, two, how
fucking difficult.
Well it is exactly what I
think of my friend_.
In that kind of condition
maybe things get easier if you get to do your obligations together,
example reading, studying in the same room.
it ok not to, if you want a simple pass time with someone but if you are thinking about relationship building then in order not to involve oneself in something you don't choose or will delay ya, i think that the better (vetter) solution for me is that.
it ok not to, if you want a simple pass time with someone but if you are thinking about relationship building then in order not to involve oneself in something you don't choose or will delay ya, i think that the better (vetter) solution for me is that.
Taboo of
homosexuality in secluded community, where you have to be dependent of the
others to survive, and swear allegiance at every level, in pretending that the
other guys are demonized.
Taboo on
homosexuality, of course, when you have to suck this way.
On war, females
did not always send perhaps because one would fear they would not kill
potential husbands.
Send me am a
lesbian, I d kill for me, for homos, for my wife, my children, the laws, and
equality, everything you want as for me what is not bro is the potential end of
the ones I love and their liberty, included the ones of having me like another
any another spousey.
As a male? Viva
generale.
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